today i got to share in a couples joy as they brought their first baby (a little girl) into the world..only i found nothing joyous about it! *laughing*
if anything, it has turned me off having children of my own..*shaking my head*..
man, this birth was messy, smelly, and brutal..not to mention i got liquor (not the alcoholic kind) all over my shoes and blood on my hands..*grrr*..and the screaming...oh my god the screaming..my ears are still tingling from it..
but all in all, i did have another great day on the mids ward...at least if i fail my science exam tomorrow, i will have another career option..hehehe..
i'm so worried about this exam...but i so can't be bothered studying for it *sigh*.. although, my alarm is set for 6 so that i can get up and read for a few hours before the big event..all i want is a pass, though...just a pass...coz as a wise old woman once told me
"P's, mean degree's"..
anyway, i did have more to write but i think i should get to bed and get a good nites sleep in before having to get up so early..