so i've been feeling like shit all day - in and out of bed at hourly intervals - but wouldn't ya know, that no i want to go to bed, i cant. *grrr*...coz i'm not fucking tired...
amazingly though, i managed to do a bit more work on my assignment, and even if the content is lacking, the design is kickass...so let's just hope that presentation is worth big marks..hahaha..
speaking of presentation, i started changing this layout to another one, but after way too much tweaking i gave up, becasue it was just too insane to make it exactly how i wanted it..i can't help it - i'm obsessive..
so the grrl called me before *smiling*..and i forgot for 10minutes that i felt like shit..i did feel bad afterwards though, coz now i'm sitting here cold and alone, and practically kinda finished my assignment..when i could be at home with her..warm..in bed..and getting cuddles, kisses and sympathy..
oh well..only 4 more sleeps and i'll be back there anyway...*counting down*..
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ok, so maybe 4 sleeps is a long time to wait - but (1) it's less than 5, 6, or 7 sleeps..and (2) it'll just make me appreciate being home with sam more...not that i really need to appreciate it more, coz god knows i appreciate every second we get together heaps..it's just that if i keep telling myself these things, then it seems to make the time apart a little easier.
i was reading a very old interview with paul mccartney not so long ago, and it was brought up about how the only time he and linda ever had apart was during his little stint in jail in tokyo..so basically, in their 30+ years together, the spent about a weeks worth of nights apart..fuck, i'd love to wake up tomorrow morning knowing that no matter what, i would never ever have to spend another nite away from sam..
as it stands, i'm up here @ uni for another year, so that's just too many nights left that we're going to have to spend apart. but hopefulyl after that, our nights apart will be very few and far between. i know it'd be unrealistic of me to think that once i've graduated that we'll never have to spend another nite apart again...but it will be nice knowing that once all this studying is gone and done, that that will mean 4 less nights a week that i have to spend up here away from here.
11:11p.m
so i just got off the phone from my lil schnoooochums..our spunky librarian friend from here at uni (and her girlfriend) travelled all the way to brokendown hill and they're all out drinking and stuff..sounds like fun..i miss the days when schnoochs and i used to get up to all kinds of mischeif here in town..and i'm really looking forward to her coming down here in a few weeks...it'll be good to catch up and do some of the stupid shit that we used to do. she's one of the few people that genuinely make me laugh. not only that, but i'm really looking forward to her getting to spend time with both the grrl and i. schnoochs hasn't really had much to do with sam, and she's certainly heard enough about her so it's probably as if she knows her anyway..but i digress..
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