sometimes i really wish that weekends did just not have to end..not ever.
this weekend mum, dad and robbie went to melbourne so sam and i had the entire place to ourselves - it was heaven. i love being with her. i love it when she's here.. i love everthing except for when she has to get up at the butt-ass crack of dawn and leave *sigh* i hate early mornings enough as it is, letalone when i have to watch the woman i love get out of bed and drive away.. it wont be much longer before that doesn't have to happen anymore.
but i missed her today.. i missed her all day. i really did little else other than sit and think of her. i was a dork - i sat and started at her pictures even..
i just wish she was here...
i miss her heaps...
i miss having her here with me...
i miss being near her... not being able to look up and do nothing but just *see* her. last nite we watched videos and i wasn't interested in the tv screen, i just wanted to sit and stare at her. i know it annoys her when i do that, but i think that if she saw what i see, she'd constantly stare, too *sigh*
so at the moment i'm in a mood.. a sappy mood..a mood where i wanna do nothing other than to let her know how fantastically wonderful she is. but i wanna do it in person...not over the phone/internet/sms..so i'm just gonna babble along in here, until i get another chance to tell her in person.