dannii
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april 19 [2002-04-19 @ 9:45 a.m.]
i had the worst sleep last nite....tossed and turned and stuff..and i woke up with the nastiest headache (which i still have) *UGH*
i stayed at kater's last nite..her, ant and i all went over to the cinema and saw 'the time machine'. normally, i just choose to ignore the man, but yesterday wasn't so easy. he'd invited michale down from melbourne to come up and visit him and look at the new house. and while i have no problems with michael, i do have a problem when my friends are their and my dad caries on like a fucking moron and introduces michael as "my boyfriend" and the "love of my life". does he not remember who michael is? and i don't want to deal with inconsiderate fucks like my father who can just bring this guy into my world, then in front of my friends refer to him as my boyfriend. i just felt like a complete fucking dickhead when dad said it. simone looked at me and rolled her eyes, and we both let out a little chuckle. but man i was squirming like you wouldn't believe. i don't know if sim or claire or anyone else noticed it, but it made the goddamn hairs on the back of my neck stand on end. i don't like being made to feel like that. especially not in my own fucking home. but there really wasn't much i could do or say to dad that wouldn't cause a scene that i really didn't want to be associated with. but i realy wanted to scream at my father. i dealt with what michael had done to me. and from what i can remember, he paid for some of it, too.. i am a big believer in time heals all wounds...it's just unfortunate that my father is unaware that blood should be thicker than water. but i've babbled enough..i needa shower. jul 2 - fuckers jun 13 - bored may 11 - GAMSAT april 20 - adios apr 13 - babble |