april 15 - whathefuck is buffy doing? [2002-04-15 @ 10:51 p.m.]
listening to: 'free fallin' - tom petty.
it has to be said - i LOVE my new toy. who'd have thought that an mp3 walkman would keep me so entertained..hehehehe i mean, i have 4 other walkmans (or is it walkmen) in this house - what makes this new one so special?. whatever it is, it's keeping me from watching/listening to this weird-ass all-singing/all-daning buffy episode that's going on behind me. yes yes yes..instead i'm listening to tom petty. i love his voice but not as much as i love my mp3 player..
so simone called me before i was supposed to hang around in mebourne until tomorrow so that i could catch up with her - but i had to come back home coz mum was sick (among other reasons), so we're postponing until thursday. it'll be good to see her again - it's been too long. and by the time thursday rolls around i'll have more money to play with. at the moment i'm so damned broke *insert sigh here* well...i do have some meny put aside - but i promised myself that i wouldn't touch it until thursday. and i'm aiming to stick to that.. - even if i have to go without pepsi until then.
anyway, i checked my @mailcity before, and got an email from some chick who has been reading this diary since late august, and she wanted to know why i " don't write good stuff anymore"...mmmmm....after reading back through most of the babble of the last 6 months, it's true - the last 3 months worth of entries aren't anywhere near as emotional or philosphical as the first 3 - and thank fuck for that *wiping my brow*. i may be a little less interesting thesedays, but that's because life is so bloody great. so there you have it - if writing *good stuff* means i have to go back and become that pathetically sad dannii that i was back in august/september, i don't wanna write another *good* word again.. so i'm afraid it's all gonna be shyte from now on *grinning*